being alone

today... 27 Dec 2008.. 11:49pm..
I'm trying to keep the blog..each day.. to tell the truth, I'm a little bit drunken now..
But it is okay, I just had a bottle of beer and it sometimes makes me feel better.
I thought I was strong to be alone and would not feel lonely.
Sometimes I used to say I like the time that I could be alone far from people.
maybe I thought it is childish to look for people who can be with me and it is the adult who can enjoy time alone.
Of course I still love the time that I could think and do something alone but my conclusion for being alone is things like that...
To tell the truth, there is no people who want to be alone.. People just cannot find someone they want to be with. When people are staying with someone who is not the one they want to stay with, the people think it is better to be alone rather than staying with them.. That is the reason why people say they want to be alone far from family, friends and others... Because they are not the one that they want to be together at that time..