I'm stressed out

I'd really like to keep posting on my blog. But, it is sad that I don't have so many things to update. Instead of big news, I have a few trivials that I have to finish up such as meeting professors, checking my bank account and ordering things from online. I misplace my syllabuses of the last fall semester, so I tried to find them through U of M homepage, and it turned out my account has already been expired. So, I had to contact with all of professors by emails. Likewise, many small bothers happened to me, so I was just stressed out. If I had only one big problem, I would not have been bothered that much.

Plus, there are some long-term concerns to me such as a graduate school thing and my future job. I know I don't have to worry about them early, but I cannot stop thinking about this because it is an important decision of my lilfe. After I came back to Korea, my future is getting so changeable so I don't know what to do from the next year. I will go to a graduate school anyway for sure, but I'm considering to change my major, and it makes me confused. Even though I'm about to turn 23, I'm still not sure what I like most and what I do best. I just wanna do something makes people advantageous and happier. I know, it is too broad. And, I don't think my major, business, would be helpful for leading my life to that way confidently. I'm also not sure about whether to get a job after finishing a graduate school or to keep studying for PHD. That is why it is important to decide my major now, because it will be hard to change my major after master's degree if I would like to apply for PHD. I cannot say 'I'll see' forever. So, I guess it is the time to decide. I guess if God called me to any job, I would have done pretty well the job though.

So, I've been stressed out with one thing or another. I think I need something to cool off myself. Hopefully, I could find something this weekend.